2025.12.13 update
had an interesting experience today. https://x.com/corbindreams/status/1999740239061962984
if this stays (or even if not) then i might write a longer essay about it
i havent been updating this blog over the past week or so bc ive been avoiding meditation, but then i got back into it but didnt wanna deal with organizing notes to post lol. it was a little like how sleeping on a couch is much easier than sleeping in your bed bc theres no pressure